What if the problem was with us?
I like focusing on others problem much more than my own. Problem is, I can’t change them. I can only change me.
In the book Boundaries, Townsend and Cloud argue that having a boundary line about defining what we can control. It is a wonderful solution. Instead of focusing on what “they” are doing wrong, which can be much easier and much less productive, we should focus on us. This principle applies to all relationships.
At work, I may be struggling with my boss. But instead of making all of the issue his/or her fault. What if I owned my side and dealt with that? Wow, wouldn’t you want your employees to do that? Wouldn’t you want your spouse to do that?
Next time, there is a fight what if your spouse said, “Hey hon, I’ve been a little cranky lately and my temper has been short. So forgive me for what I did.” Then they didn’t pause look you in the eye and wait for you to respond. They can’t control you, right? They owned their boundary line and took charge of their piece of the pie.
If you picture a pie chart of the problems with our children, what percent if my fault? Then let’s focus on that part. What did I do to help create these issues? Not all of these might fit your situation but I’m going to guess a good chunk of them will hit to close to home, as they have with me.
How did I help cause this?
1) We worked too much. Many times for the high achiever or successful and affluent that cost of the success within their career, has been a loss of connection times with their families. So many times it’s easier at work and I can quantify my time spent there. But relationships operate on a different law, the Law of the Harvest. The consequences of skipping out on my kid’s events don’t show up until much later, and indeed are greater.
2) We didn’t pour into their lives. We’ve been distant. The lack of relational connection is all too common. Much related to the story, was caused by work balance is non-existent. So many of the little connection points were missed along the way. So as the high achiever drives so hard to accomplish and succeed in their career, the time spent thinking about the family is by far less.
3) We bought things to replace our lack of time. Compensating for the lack of time spent with our children we buy it with stuff. When I feel guilty about missing too much, and I’m affluent, it sure is easy to try to throw money at a problem rather than doing the hard work of dealing with it. It may “work” now but long term this pattern can roll into the entitlement and arrogance of our young ones.
4) We were silent on training them and addressing these issues. We talked but only once and it was not great. But often times we over emphasize the importance of our one conversation and our kids didn’t remember it.
5) Our life and our words didn’t match up. Much of parenting is caught not taught. When we gave the lecture about not drinking with the beer in our hand, they didn’t really hear us so well. We talked about cutting spending after we spoiled them at Christmas. The lecture, “do as I say, not as I buy” can only go so far.
We may need a “Come to Jesus” apology time. It might be the first step with our spouse or kids to reach out and say, “I’m sorry.” I don’t mean the pro athlete or politician, “I’m sorry you are offending that I …” but owning up to my part true apology.
I mean
· Forgive me for focusing too much on work and missing your ball games.
· Forgive me for ignoring these conversations as you grew up.
· I’m sorry I didn’t listen when you said…
· I’ve been a poor parent when it came to talking about…
· Forgive me for not actually being there for you when…
· I realize I hurt you when… Forgive me. I’m sorry.
Now that is not hard but it’s worth it.